So Stressed Out..

Saturday, March 9, 2013

I have completely given up all hope that anything would go good for  me in my life. I cant finish my divorce because my trust fund for my lawyer is completely gone, I need another 2500, to finish up my divorce and it would be over with in the  next couple months because she is finalizing it now. I will never get rid of him because I cant afford to finish it up. I have been putting in applications all week an no calls for a job, bills are pilling up and I cant afford to feed the children. I am pretty sure I am on the verge of a complete mental break down. My mind if going nonstop I cant eat or sleep, and when I do sleep I do not want to get out of the bed. I just lay here with no energy what so ever. My life is falling apart and I don't know how to stop it. I have prayed and prayed that work would change their minds and call me back, but my prayers are going un answered, I have lost all faith that things will work their selves out, I have lost all hope in my self.